Thursday, February 10, 2011

If you feel the need to write something negative on this blog then dont write anything at at! You never get over or move on from the loss of a child! And I will grieve or write what I want this is for our family and friends not for strangers that feel they need to add there two cents!

Its been awhile

I am sorry for those that are still following us on the site for not posting lately. We are getting closer to Christians 3rd Angelversary and I can not believe its been that long since I last held him,hugged,kissed and touched him.
Carter has been talking/missing him more lately too he is finally old enough to go to support group for siblings I hope that it will help him. He also turned 5 in Nov. and that was a rough one for me, he is not officially older then his older brother and that is just not suppose to be!
Isabella is now 17months and growing up fast I can see Christian in her when she does certain things. But when I look at the two of them playing it makes me sad because I know how much Christian would love her, he loved being a big brother.

This year for his angelversary we are collecting Tops Gift Cards and putting together three totes for new families that were just diagnosed.
We want to do something different every year in his memory.

Momma loves and misses you more then ever my sweet boy!