updates

First off we went to WV to the boys great grandmas for thanksgiving and it was nice to get away from reality for those few days.

Christian is posing in his new outfit (thanks Michelle) in front of the tree. He is excited about Santa coming to visit him and thinks he should be here now.

Things with him are going ok right now is suppose to get his trach removed this Friday,so we are hoping things willwork out and he will be able to breath without it. This is putting his 3rd round of chemo off until this is done and the doctor says he is able to start it.

He is doing ok on the chemo he is still crawling,playing and seems to be in a good mood for the most part. Seeing him be what we call normal makes this whole nightmare that much worse. We put on our smiles for the world but inside we are going crazy. We think will this be our last christmas,will he turn 5. This year is hard to get into the holiday spirit but we are doing our best for Christian and Carter and making as many memories as we can. We can hope that we will have many more years with him but thats something that we arent sure if we will have. So for now we will enjoy every second that we do have with him.

Please keep all the little ones and there families in your thoughts and prayers. Not just for the ones that are still living with this but for the ones that have lost there battle and are now angels. And remember to tell your children that you love them every single day!