Monday, March 23, 2009

a year today.....

I can not believe its been a whole year today since you left us here on earth my sweet Christian. I miss you more and more every day. Life just is not the same without you, my heart is broken.
This morning Carter said he wanted to come see you and he has been talking about you all weekend. He sure does miss his big brother to.
I am so angry that you had to die from cancer and that your life was cut so short. What I would not do to have you back with us.
We sold some choc. candies and raised money for ependymoma research in your memory god how I wish it was in your honor. I only hope that one day they will have a cure and other families wont have to go through what ours has to.
I know you are with us each and every day in spirit and in our hearts but I miss hugging you,smelling you, hearing those I love you mommys. I miss being able to lay down beside you and sleep. God I miss everything about you.I hate that you arent here to teach Carter stuff and to fight with him.
We miss you our little angel....

We love you now and forever our sweet sweet Christian.......

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Amy,
Thinking of you today and always...

Love and hugs,
Lucia m/o ^Paulina^
(ependy)

Anonymous said...

You don't know me, but I was led to your blog last year from a friend's Caring Bridge site. I would sign in occasionally as someone who cares from Fort Knox. Well, I'm still someone who cares and your beautiful family popped into my head out of the blue today. I was thinking it must be nearly a year since your brave little guy earned his wings. You made it through all the firsts... congratulations to you all. It seems your angel, Christian, wants all the "seconds" to be less painful by sending another sibling to your family. What a miracle! Take good care of yourself.

love,kerryanne said...

i've been reading down the lists of your blogposts and by this one, i started to cry. i don't know you but i feel for you. i'm sorry for your loss :( he's in a wonderful place now, i promise. God is great :)